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Update on life.
DATE: 07 May 2007, 6:32 am / MOOD: Other
Time has gone quickly this past year for me. School will be over next week, and so my life's journey will begin. As most of you know, I will be attending an Art institute here in NJ, but will be trying to travel to London sometime soon. Senior definitely was not what I expected, it did go very quick. Friendships were also kept or lost, but that is how it goes. As for love, I am contently alone, and liking it. The drama of relationships has been overwhelming, and finally I have found some clarity and peace. No longer am I the one who tries to find love, but the one who lets love find me. After so many attempts, it is now time to just let things fall into place. It has been better that way, and has helped me to find out what kind of person I might truly like to be with in my future years. I am happier then I have ever been, and I feel more complete then I have ever felt. This year has helped me grow as a person, and though it has had it's ups and downs. I wouldn't trade any of them in for the world though... This summer, i'm planning on working at an Art store to pay for college expenses. Then later, perhaps London to go visit some long time friends, you know who you are. heh. There is nothing else to say at this time....Until next time, I bid you all farewell and adieu. -A
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You(Lyrics/Poem) by Amalia
DATE: 23 Feb 2007, 6:03 am / MOOD: Other
You are the sun, that keeps on shining in my world. You are the life, that keeps on pulsing in my heart. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. Where would I be, without your beauty? It captivates me so. Who would I be, without your presence? I really don't know. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. You are the song I can't forget. The constant figure in my head. Can't you see How much you mean...to me? All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. -A
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Fantasy(Poem/Lyric?) by Amalia
DATE: 12 Feb 2007, 5:01 pm / MOOD: Other
In a light or in the dark,
I sometimes see your shadow with me.
It brings me sadness and sometimes joys,
and my thoughts return to you again.
In your eyes I see such paradise,
but when you're gone the paradise flees.
All I want is to see you smile again,
For in that smile I can feel so free.
Please look my way,
sit and stay.
You may just be a fantasy
but you're so real to me
In my home I watch the shadows,
and they dance on the room walls.
But those shadows are in your figure,
and I can't escape your dark reflection.
The room goes silent with my memories,
and the love returns to my heart.
Sometimes I wish that these memories,
would just flee with my lingering emotions.
But please look my way,
sit and stay.
You may just be a fantasy,
but you're so real to me.
Is this fate,
or am I mad?
I don't know who you are,
but I feel i've know you all my life.
Is this dream,
or is this reality?
because your beautiful in shadows
but in light you are not here to me.
But please, look my way,
sit and stay.
You may just be a fantasy,
but you're so real to me.
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Flame(Lyrics/Poem) by Amalia K
DATE: 21 Jan 2007, 8:34 am / MOOD: Other
Desire, a feeling I can't hide a whisper in my ear. Love, so easily mistaken in you but hard to forsake you. Forgiveness, easily deceived but still given a promise to be true. Fly angel fly, make my heart free. Burn devil burn, set a flame inside. Silence, almost deafening to the ear but reveals so much now. Touch, I reach for you now but then there is nothing. Hello, do you remember me dear? or am I part of shadows? Fly angel fly, make my heart free. Burn devil burn, set a flame inside. -A
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Hello or Goodbye?(Poem) by Amalia
DATE: 24 Nov 2006, 12:21 pm / MOOD: Other
I have traveled so long, lost in the memories within myself. You have been here lost in your feelings for me since that day in December that I walked away. Remember last time we met, it was December and how could I forget The snow on the porch step from the sky that turned to grey. That was the day we said goodbye. Now we are here again, smiling at the past regrets and moments that has kept us alive. Now here we go again, a couple of strangers in love that just walked away Where do we go from here? that is what i'd like to know. Do I stay with you always, or just let you go What shall I say to you? Hello or goodbye? -A
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Our Farewell( Poem) by Amalia
DATE: 22 Nov 2006, 3:32 pm / MOOD: Other
I'll take your hand one last time,
as I look into your eyes
and kiss you goodbye, my love.
I will wish you well as I walk away.
For tomorrow is now today,
and today is our farewell.
How can I just go on without you?
That is the question I keep asking myself.
but I know I must travel on to save us both.
For the smile I knew has been gone forever now,
and the one I love is disappearing inside you.
I'm sorry we couldn't say forever,
but I know you'll be better off without me.
The tears we shed now are for the best,
I promise to love you forever,
and that you will always have my heart.
So i'll look back just one more time,
and remember all the memories,
before I walk away from you forever.
For tomorrow is now today, love.
and this is our farewell.
-A
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Without You(Poem) by Amalia
DATE: 20 Nov 2006, 3:41 am / MOOD: Other
My heart is all I can give to you,
but it is your choice whether to keep it,
or return it for something you think is better.
When it comes down to it,
I may love you too much to let you go in the end.
That is what scares me most, living without you.
(To be continued...) -A
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Revenge is Sweet(Poem) by Amalia K.
DATE: 07 Nov 2006, 3:56 am / MOOD: Other
Allow me the first introduction
for when I am through,
you will wish you had not met me
Allow me the first move,
for I can tell you,
it will be the last thing you remember.
Goodbye my love, Goodbye my enemy,
like Death, I shall tip my hat in your direction.
Now mon cher, I am grinning to you,
for that is the price you pay for being deceivable.
-A
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Beautiful Stranger(Poem) by Amalia K
DATE: 26 Oct 2006, 3:38 am / MOOD: Dont know
Beautiful Stranger,
though we have never met,
I feel i've known you all my life.
In dreams,
that is where you shant forsake me,
and the only place we can be together.
Painting the town red with our midnight escapades.
A beauty so rare and yet so lovely a thought.
I'm dreaming it again tonight, mon cher,
but another day must go before we meet again.
-A
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Our love and the Night(Poem) by Amalia K.
DATE: 15 Oct 2006, 1:04 pm / MOOD: Other
You are my voice in the night.
Your heart calls on me and whispers I love you.
I am your constant companion love.
Please do not try and forget me,
for I will always remember you.
A look,
A glance,
A passioned flamed romance.
I know what you are thinking.
Don't speak about it,
a moment we cannot repeat.
But I can't stop remembering,
our love and the night.
-A
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