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Peppermint Tea Girl
DATE: 26 Mar 2008, 5:21 pm / MOOD: Other
A rot iron table
A cup and saucer
In an afternoon so serene and stable.
Tea please but not for me peppermint for her.
A lump of sugar
Preperation finished with a stir.
At first glance
A picture perfect scene
But in truth her stance was not so clean.
Polished were her shoes
A trendy and fashionable blue was her dress
So you’d never know the woe
And misery designed into her sex.
Blessed was her love
As it was cursed
In her, hapiness was far above.
So her lips always remained pursed
Only to relax for a sip of her tea.
On the cafe overlooking the sea
Never again will she be
With the one that made her.
Written by Devin De La Rosa
Editted and idea by Rebecca Hanley
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Dracula
DATE: 28 Oct 2006, 10:49 am / MOOD: Happy
I am happy!
Oh so happy!
It was just something small, but I am joyous!
There's this boy in Dracula, my school play..
Of course he's just about the oposite of me, but I adore him!
He also plays Renifield (the crazy guy).
We had fake roses that you could buy and have delievered back stage to an actor.
Wellll...
I was the deliverer, and I bought Mr. Renny a black rose.
He said he loved it. :3
It just made me happy.
-Baroque
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Wednesdays
DATE: 17 Oct 2006, 9:28 pm / MOOD: Other
They suck, they're busy, I have a project due tomorrow, my cleaning lady comes.
And so on with the ughness.
I am just fed up with school.
It's just too much and takes away my life entirely!
Every weekend I've been full of work.
Every night I have something to do.
But that's what I get for having honors classes and taking French.
RAWR.
I'll get through it, but with a few break downs on the way.
Why can't I not procrastinate?! xD
That's part of my down fall.
I know if feels better when you don't procrastinate too.
I really shouldn't.
REALLY, I shouldn't.
I need more self control sometimes and I need to practice that.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't in honors classes and I wish I didn't care about grades or learning.
But that's not something to wish for.
I would be ignorant...
Well.. my blog is cut short on the fact that my mom needs the computer.
No pictures tonight.
-Baroque
P.S. Seriously, I should've been born a son.
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Connections
DATE: 10 Oct 2006, 9:45 pm / MOOD: Lonely
I don't connect with people.
I've been told I was intimidating.
ME?!
I try to be the nicest person.
It's my appearance?
Who knows.
I don't like it here.
Let me go.
Everyone knows me, but I am a nobody.
Does that make sense to you?
No one KNOWS me.
My "friends" don't know me.
Maybe I don't let people in.
Maybe people don't want me in.
Maybe I am just a failure with people.
But why is it I understand them so well.
I might not completely, but I do more than many.
MANY, this general amount of the people.
People tell me guys don't approach me because they think I am too good for them.
Fine.
Get some freakin' guts if that's the case.
I am on the same level as you practically.
I don't have an ass load of confidence.
Maybe I am such a good actor that I don't even realize I am acting every day to be.. "Becky".
Myabe I just piss myself off.
Maybe, just maybe, I am afraid of what I can become and don't want to let myself out.
Who knows.. because I don't even know!
It's insane!
EVERYTHING!
All of my generalizations too.
They're always fun.
Not even my family understands me.
How would you feel every day to be called weird by your mother.. when, to you, you're acting normal.
It's depressing!
I am a sarcastic comic.. and no one has caught on yet?
I am perverted and sick at times...
Like the blister in my mouth and the one on the back of my heel!
OW!
BLISTER!!!
I get.. a stare?!
I think I might as well explode.
Yes...
And I've ranted and raved on when really I should be studying for my... my... LAME Biology test. I have a C in that class! How do I get a C?! Eh!? The teacher is weird as heck. He mumbles more than I do! ME! Mumble queen! He looses peoples papers and doesn't give me a grade for things that I made up from being absent. I think I'll kill him and take away everything scientific to him. RAWR. He's like one of those people that like to hike and look at the moss and classify and describe it.
Goodnight!
ARGE!!!
-Baroque
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I Don't Know Why She Swallowed the Fly
DATE: 29 Sep 2006, 9:39 pm / MOOD: Dont know
Perhaps she'll die?
I was sick.
It was icky grosso.
BUuuuuutt.
I am feeling better now!
Not 100% percent, but more like a diabetic eating sugar after 20 years.
I have make up work to do! Yay!
I love feeling behind!
Wow! I am being totally sarcastic! :D
I actually HATE. I HATE, and I don't hate much, being behind and missing school.
But! you wouldn't of even wanted me to go to school the three days I was absent.
I even has a soccer game at 7:15 in the morning tomorrow!
I missed practice and a weekday game.
So I am just in the best shape, but I probably won't be played much.
No one is in the chat room, except for this Gold person who does not speak.
It's so sad and lonely.
Who knows though, I might have a relapse tomorrow and start barfing uncontrolably! :D
My soccer socks were nasty.
Thank god my mom washed them.
They were kind of crusty and smelled. :3
I felt like I swallowed a fly and so on with the little jingle this week.
I ate a cow man!
I am out now.
-Baroque
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I wish I was Just a Robot
DATE: 29 Aug 2006, 6:17 pm / MOOD: Lonely
So I am starting school tomorrow.. yay? I don't know. I don't really want to go, but then again I do. I want to see my friends and learn stuff, but I don't want to deal with drama and bullshit. I want to meet a boy, but I doubt I will. And anyone that asks me out I will say yes to just because I can't turn them down. I am too bloody nice, and if I am not so bloody nice everyone will question me and just straight out call me a bitch. I don't think I could deal with that. And then I think my day today will be great. WRONG. I am reminded of Dave and Appi. Why do I let it get to me so much!? I don't know, maybe because he was my boyfriend and she was my best friend! But now that's all over because they're a bunch of heartless screw overs! And know I feel slightly empty. You know that feeling right? I would be better off as a robot.  Right?! Do you have muscle on your fingers? Or just goosh? I wonder. Ugh. I rely on people too much. Mentally. I need to talk to someone or else i just explode with emotion, and that's not very good. I want to be more independent. I feel like such a bad person, and that I have so many problems, but I've been told a million times I am a good person. I hate it. I want to be one person. I've gone on too far. Until again. -Baroque  Green for puke.
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Slightly Depressed
DATE: 23 Aug 2006, 12:11 am / MOOD: Lonely
I feel alone. I know so many damned people! None of them I am very close with. I can't even converse with them, even small talk. For some reason I am shy!? WHY?! WHY?!?!?! I don't get it! Why do I have to be shy?! I don't want to be shy! I can't get my words out and then they are forgotten. I am not a strong person, and it sucks. I am a strong person, just not in public. The whole reason for this is that I went to get my schedule and see people tonight. I hung around 4 different groups of people that I know and I am "friends" with, but not one of them I felt like I belong. It just sucks. And the reason that I feel like I don't belong is because I don't believe in myself as the person I am. Even though I know who I am!!! I know I can be a strong person, but I just can't. Sometimes I just want to kick a bucket like this one:  Sometimes.. I dislike my dad. He's just rude to me.. My whole family has this problem with cutting people off. RAWR. -Baroque 
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I am a Sucker for Love
DATE: 22 Aug 2006, 10:46 am / MOOD: Dont know
I am swallowing blood from my nose... It's disgusting.  I can't help it! Just love... I get all jealous and yet happy when I see couples that look so happy and promising. I know I am young, but I want that sooo badly. I hate that I blind myself from the bad in the person just to have a relationship. I am smarter than that, right? Well damn.. I guess I just have to try harder. I can't say yes to every guy just to give them a chance. Pick one and stick with him, right? But... I still miss him, David. I almost hate that I do. I wanted it to work out so much, that I ignored the bad to get the good. I thought he changed, but now that I think of it it almost seems like he was that way all of the time. He was just shy with me. There are so many things that it could be. I am hungry, but all we have that sounds good for breakfast is chocolate pie. I am not that sweet little perfect girl guys dream for, I have a mind, but I still let them run all over me. I am afraid to be aggressive, I might scare them away. -Baroque 
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My Day of Birth, Woo!
DATE: 21 Aug 2006, 11:22 am / MOOD: Other
 You will obey me! Clean my shoes! D:< I can't go out for dinner tonight. xD I have soccer! Fun.. I get extra push ups! I am in a good mood. Even my sister is! BLASPHEMY! I got quiche for breakfast. Tomorrow I want to go out to The Cheesecake Factory. I love chocolate cheesecake. :3 I think I am going to dress up and take pictures for my birthday today. My pants are too tight.. I'll put a dress on! Woooooo. <3 Becky 
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Not the best day, but at least I got my exercise!
DATE: 17 Aug 2006, 12:11 am / MOOD: Disapointed
I feel so... soo.... betrayed! Damn! I've been trying to think of that word all day. I even got into pirate lingo trying to think of it. I am not having the best of nights. Just not. I get a bunch of crap from my mom... My favorite person on Project Runway gets kicked off... I didn't get invited to go out with my "friends", even though I had soccer, it's always nice to feel wanted! Just bleh... I was late to soccer. Damn I am a pessimistic bitch. No wonder David broke up with me. Oh well. I am probably PMSing. D:< I have been like all week and it's weird! I never do for this long, just one day usually. SORRY! SORRY! For talking about my menstrual cycle... Mundane. That's all I see every day. I am too young to drive and go out and meet people. It's too hot to walk!! I live in Southern Nevada!!! No thank you!!! I did a lot of walking/running for one day. I am tired of being out in the sun. My feet got a tan! It's kind of cool! I had to walk about 2 1/2 miles to my brother's middle school around 10 to pick him up from some lame "camp" thing that preps you for middle school. Then I had to walk back 2 1/2 miles. I was wearing a pair of ballerina flats that had three small straps across the middle of the foot, so I got a funky tan. After that I was tired (not that tired, just heat bleh tired...), but my day was not over! Oh no! I had soccer tonight as well. I am just kind of bummed today. My birthday, third year in a row, didn't work out. The last two years I was out camping while on my birthday. Over all they just sucked, there is no way to attach an optimistic look on them. I don't even like camping. Plus being stuck with your family in a car and tent over 24 hours is like a giant stress bomb. Not even my present has gone right!!! I am so miffed... I am really just tired of it all. Why doesn't stuff work out for me!? I tried having a positive outlook on the birthday thing for this year... and whenever I am optimistic about something it never works out. Maybe that's why I am so pessimistic!? EH?!?! I hate irony. IRONY IRONY IRONY IRONY IRONY IRONY!!! I am going to eat you! It's the perfect element to a story, but not my life. Ugh... I don't like complaining this much, so I am going to go before I continue. I still have to turn off a million lights and put the sheets on my couch/futon/bed thing. My brother is sleeping on my mattress... Being the middle child sucks! xD -Becky
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