The crow
Teh exorcist
Red Dragon
Hannibal
Silence of the lambs
Pulp Fiction
Trainspotting
Edward Scissorhands
Natural Born Killers
Braveheart

Therion
Haggard
Theater of Tragedy
Tristania
Paradise Lost
Apocalyptica
Dead can dance
Within Temptation
To die for
Opeth
Systers of Mercy
Lacuna Coil
My Dying Bride
Watch my dying
Mortal Love
A perfect circle
Mandragora Scream
Type O Negative
Rhapsody
Bathory
Deicide
Gorgoroth
Fear Factory

Exactly I don' want to mantion books, just writers. I like their writings very much!!!
Csáth Géza novels
Németh László
Edgard E. Poe
Steinbeck
George Orwell
Lovecraft
Stephen King

The only thing that makes me stay in this disgusting human body, that I find the real beauty in the things what are repulsive for the people who are the active member of the society. I'm proud of that I learnt to live in a world, where the people keep a hatred watch on me. All days I have a life-struggle. Music and art give the meaning of my life... " Why do the peole cry? Because they are sad and unhappy. And why my tears roll down on my cheek?! Because I don't know what means to be happy." And now let's see and read it on the world most beautiful lenguage: Az egyetlen dolog ami itt tart ebben a visszatasz emberi testben, hogy megtaláltam az igaz szépséget a világ azon dolgaiban amik a társadalom nagy részének visszataszító. Boüszke vagyok rá hogy megtanultam egy olyan világban élni ahol az emberek gyűlölettel néznek rám. Minden nap életharcot vívok. A zene és a művészet ad értelmet az életemnek...

beautiful things
roses

angels


cemetaries



eyes-I collect them


creating things
reading books, novels, poems
write down my feelings
!!!chello!!!
art
spiders, snakes, ladybirds, snails, birds
walk in forsets, in the nature
museums
castles
folk dance
cold
irony-it helps me to survive this life-struggle
sadness
crying
blood
silence

sunshine
summer
beach
lonlyness