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Female
16 years old
the back ass of nowhere, Illinois
United States
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MY DETAILS
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Dating status:
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Open to suggestions
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MEMBER SINCE:
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05 Jul 2007, 10:00 am |
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LAST LOGIN:
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05 Jun 2008, 7:45 pm |
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Movies
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The Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, Van Helsing, The Prestige, V for Vendetta, any action movie, Cursed, Blood and Chocolate, Underworld, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Dracula 2000, Dracula Dead And Loving It, Hannibal Rising (i love that), Hannibal, Silence of the Lambs...and the tv shows; Blood Ties, Raines, Ghost Whisperer, Heroes, and Moonlight
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Music
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Anything except country
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Books
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The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice, Twilight, New Moon, Blood and Chocolate, the Blooding, Fledgling, Laurell K. Hamilton books, the Cirque du Freak series, Kelley Armstrong books...
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About Yourself
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I am what I am.
No further explanation is needed to understand me once you have met me. But as no one reading this has met me as of yet, I suppose elaborations upon this statement are required.
I am a bitch. Or most people see me as such, i have also been called cold. Both these statements hold elements of truth.
I am not really a people person, in fact i detest the majority of the human population. Humanity is insufferable in its stupidity and as such I can stand to be around only a very small percent of them.
I like my space and my secrets, but exceptions can, have and will be made.
I am somewhat conflicted in my personality. For example, I like to be alone, but can't stand loneliness.
I am what most people would call goth, and i lean towards the darker side of life, whatever that means.
I have only a few friends, none of them see anywhere near to eye to eye with me. I love my friends dearly, but they are nearly as preppy as I am goth, and however much I love them, I can never be truly myself with them. I find myself constantly keeping my "freak" in check. Here though I hope to change that, no more holding back for the sake of being thought at least somewhat sane.
This is me, and all of my insanity, I am what I am.
The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared up high and washed over my head, pulling me under.
I did not resurface.
-New Moon
These violent delights have violent ends and in their triumph die, like fire and powder, which as they kiss, consume.
-Romeo and Juliet
Tired of being alone without a soul who understands me,
without someone to talk to,
surrounded by closed minds, shunned because I am different,
faking my way through life,
never able to be myself around family or "friends."
A miserable existence is that of one who is part of, but has no wish to be of, the human world.
a painful existence is that of one who can only observe the supernatural but never be of it.
This is how i live.
longing is my only friend,
darkness surrounds me,
loneliness is all i know,
and the dark is all i love.
Trapped in a world where everything repeats and nothing is new,
stuck in a place where nobody understands or cares,
hating a life where i am forced to hide my true self,
loving only the darker side of the world, but failing to find it or join it,
looking for someone who understands and longs for the dark and unknown part of life as i do,
but always ending up alone and colder then i was,
recoiling from everything as i fail to find what i seek,
but never fully giving up,
always searching no matter the cost.
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Turn ons
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If you're curious you can ask.
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Turn offs
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Stupidity, an inability to stand up for yourself, closed mindedness, and more of the like.
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MY FRIENDS
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