DATE: 13 Aug 2006, 7:07 pm / MOOD: Lonely

Jason Dumped me..... to go out with Danni I should have known......im not as pretty as her or as nice as her or as cool as her and im sure not as smart as her either.... im an ugly, blonde, stupid, bitch, and it sucks. i've only known him for a lil over a month and i feel like he can control every thing about me......id do any thing to get him back .....i really liked him ....i think i love him .... all i know is that even though he hurt me.....i still crave to be around him and then when im around him I cant breathe and if he asked me to change something about my self even if he said there would be no chance in us dating again id do it just for him Ive never considered myself a person that would change for anyone but myself and it bugs me .... how can some one i've only known for 2 months have this much control over me???

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DATE: 01 Aug 2006, 7:09 am / MOOD: Angry

hes such a jackass the both of them, Jason (my current boyfriend) and Patrick (my ex).Jason hasn't frickin spent any time with me since the day we started going out(wich was like a week ago) so I spent all fuckin weekend trying to hang out with him and he's been spending the night @ Danny's (a girl he knows, im not mad at her or any thing ok I know she wouldnt do anything with him ) so I spent his entire birthday over there getting begged by patrick to take him back when he knows im dating jason now trying to spend time with my boyfriend and he just hardly fuckin talks to me AND askes me to leave 1 hour before I have to be home because he's afraid i'm going to be late when it only takes 15 minutes to walk to my house (so thats a lie) and patrick frickin showed up at my house saying that jason's in a gang (when he hates fighting) and his fellow gangsta's are going to kill me to get to him and jasons going to hit me and kill me himself and that i need to break up with him right away. so i told patrick that even if i did break up w/ jason theres no way in hell i'd go out with him again. ( cause he recently went out with this slut I know and i dont want any diseases and I cant stand him any more) and he got mad and punched my neighbors garage and pissed them off and they pissed my dad off and he just pissed me off even more so know I have to quit going to Jason who lives with my somewhat, might as well be, my big brother Mike, Pat's ran me out of the place I feel more at home than any other place in the world and I cant hang out w/ my big bubby any more because of him *pout* why is it that every time i try to make myself happy rather than every one else it blows up in my face thanks for putting up with his complaint it was good to type it all out instead of going on a massive killing spree and being thrown into the insane assylum.


-Mow

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