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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:24 am / MOOD: Bored
As I watch you walk down the street, Hand in hand with Mr neat, I feel my heart break in two, Wishing it could be me with you, I feel a tear slide down my face, I jump in the car and try to erase, Memories of nights we spent together, I thought that we would last forever, And now I guess we'll never know, All because you were afraid to show… The feelings you kept locked inside, The feelings that I could never hide,
my heart is longing for the one I miss,
but you wouldn’t grant me one last kiss, so now i lay here in the dark, the pain you've caused has left its mark, its time to move on its time to forget, its time for me to break out of this net, this heart of mine has turned to stone,
now I walk this road alone,
you lost the chance of what could be,
you lost the chance of you and me.
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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:23 am / MOOD: Happy
the darkest dream I dreamt of you again last night. Why are you always crying in my dreams. That feeling of futility It has never left me. We stand in a place Illuminated but devoid of background You're wearing that favourite dark blue I can almost smell you. I sometimes wonder If you know how I cried. You missed her funeral, I'm sorry, did you know she died. I get cold when my mind reels toward you, The feeling is so involuntary Oh god why did I have to lose you. Sure we didn't speak for six months That was my stupidity at play All I wanted to do was hold you And hear you say, I love you. But you're gone into eternal mists My ride is alone this year I can't handle anyone else The yearning for you Is always more than a single tear. Casting back to the past I remember ironbark trees Bumper cars, and wolverines. I remember chasing you through the crowd That first touch, no voice, not a sound. It felt like electricity leaping I swear my heart skipped a beat The first time you teased my lips apart And kissed me on the cheek. I remember California You remind me of Alaska Cold, beautiful, and snow topped peaks. Oh god how I remember. I miss your smell And the feel of your hand. The touch of your feet Do you remember being sad? Then we managed to wreck it again That time for good. There were no other pills to take So we swallowed the one that made us ill. Now we are gone our separate ways I sometimes wonder if I should have stayed. If by some miracle you're watching me I beg you to read over my shoulder,... please. Why do I always promise these poems to be "the last" When I know very well my heart will never start.
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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:22 am / MOOD: Bored
The dark haired angel I sit here week by week Looking out at the couples and I weep I just wish it could be me With an angel on my knee Then one day as I stare I see you walking in there And immediately my heart skips a beat And I wonder if it could a godly meet Because surely you must be An angel because that’s what you seem to me And even though it is hard for me You have someone else to see So I shall just sit here and wait For my one true fate And hope that it means… A life with my dark haired angel
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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:22 am / MOOD: Bored
"Tell me that you care, my love, By giving me a kiss." She scowled and aimed and swung a slap, And surely didn't miss. "Tell me that you care, my love, And let me have a hug." She just turned and looked away, And gave a little shrug. "Tell me that you care, my love, And want to see me round." She busied herself with other things, And he left without a sound. "Tell me that you care, my love, And then show me some day." "I'll tell you that I care, my love, But in another way..."
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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:21 am / MOOD: Bored
No matter!!!!!!!!!! No matter how I try at night Even with all my might I can’t forget about you Even when I do Something for me and you I go to sleep and I dream About me and you and wonder what it mean’s When I read your letter and get a tingle in my veins I know that it is true love pains No matter how I try at night Even with all my might I can’t forget about you Even when I do Something for me and you Even when writing a poem for thee I can’t help but think of the Nights that we will spend alone Together forever with no-one No matter how I try at night Even with all my might I can’t forget about you Even when I do Something for me and you I hope one day we will be Together you and me That is the way I want it to be
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DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:20 am / MOOD: Vampy
MY LOVE Will I ever find my one true love? Do you believe there is such? I've reached out on a long search But never close enough to touch Couldn't find anyone to hold me Lost in nothing but my dreams Everyone I loved was false I said screw my self-esteem Is love just something you say To get what you want Because real love is fake You say the three words So that you can come and take Whatever you want All I ever wanted was someone To tell me she would be there To have that special feeling But no one ever seemed to care It disgusts me that my one lady Never came to cure my loathing It's over now no one to stop me Watch my dead limp body floating Is love just something you say To get what you want Because real love is fake You say the three words So that you can come and take Whatever you want A fisherman finds and pulls it in Still blood red from dripping wounds Watch me in your mind Maybe my love will find me soon
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introspective
DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:19 am / MOOD: Other
Icy chills run down your spine Icy chills run down your spine The feeling of pain begins to unwind A pain so haunting yet so real It seems we've forgotten how to feel An emotion burnt into the mind So bright yet dark and so unkind This place is so cold no tears can fall Is it possible for you to love at all All you feel in this dark place Is a bitter emptyness you cant erase When all is quiet you just might hear The screams of pain they sound so clear In this empty place you wont find Any light or hope in here your blind Like a sword of flames through your soul Twisted and bent its taking control Control over what’s left of your life You feel yourself slipping onto the knife Feeling your mind as it slips away Its starting to look like your here to stay In this dark... in this cold In this place for feelings untold The feeling of pain begins to unwind A pain so haunting yet so real It seems we've forgotten how to feel An emotion burnt into the mind So bright yet dark and so unkind This place is so cold no tears can fall Is it possible for you to love at all All you feel in this dark place Is a bitter emptyness you cant erase When all is quiet you just might hear The screams of pain they sound so clear In this empty place you wont find Any light or hope in here your blind Like a sword of flames through your soul Twisted and bent its taking control Control over what’s left of your life You feel yourself slipping onto the knife Feeling your mind as it slips away Its starting to look like your here to stay In this dark... in this cold In this place for feelings untold
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in the life that passed us by
DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:18 am / MOOD: Lonely
In the life that past us by We have regrets and so we cry We cry for opportunities that we lost We pray to go back to when our paths first crossed To relive those moments we so miss That first feeling that first kiss But those days are gone only memories remain Of those days I would wait for you in the rain When you finally appeared at your door you said you didn’t love me anymore
I felt my heart break in two
those words you spoke cant be true
how can your feelings change so fast
with all we shared in the past
you’ll never know me you’ll never understand
what it felt like when you took my hand
we were always close I was always near
but now you want me to disappear Away from you and out of sight
I know ill be dreaming of you tonight
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poetry
DATE: 18 Dec 2008, 3:17 am / MOOD: Bored
Though my heart is broken And my soul is hollow I have never spoken Of my sorrow. In an empty world Where nothing matters My mind is torn And left in tatters. I came to you When my need was great But you saw me coming and opened up your gate. and although i stare in wonder at the look of deepest care i wonder if i should make you bear the burden of my sadness. I burden you so much that i think you will hate me for all the pain i'm putting you through maybe it's true that i care to deeply for you.
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