DATE: 20 Jul 2006, 10:41 pm / MOOD: In love

Well, this is just an update on my life thus far, considering I have nothing better to do.. It's so 1 45 in the morning right now....

....Anyways

Recently I haven't been doing so good. I lost a friend that I've known for a little over a year now. Personally I don't blame myself for any of it, though she does. She just sought too much attention and she was always complaining about how bad her life was. Why would I wanna hear about that 24/7? I'm not a fucking therapist.

I just started talking to Jake again. YAY! I was mad at him because after I had told him about the drug problems my older HALF brother and sister had, he started telling me about how he wants to try something really strong.. and it just pissed me right off. But I'm glad we're talking again. :]

I guess I'm debating on whether or not I wanna be friends with Nicole.. I mean, apparently I'm still her "bffl" according to one of her sites, but everytime I ask her to do something fun, she always declines me. It's getting really annoying. Like, she'll say how bored she is and then when I ask her to do something, she'll deny me.

How can someone be soo bored and not want to get out of the house and do something fun? ESPECIALLY when someone is offering to do it with them!

I know what you're thinking... She's depressed right? WRONG. Everytime I ask her, she hasen't ONCE given me a REASONABLE explanation as to why she would be so depressed.

I think it's cuz she's in this stupid emo stage or something.

She cut her arm once because she wanted to be emo. I know this because I asked her why after she had done it and she gave me the bullshit excuse, "someone on the internet was talking dirty to me and I didn't like it."

Uhh.. last I saw there was a block button.. Hmm, could I have been mistaken? Gimme a fucking break.

She just has no personality and she can't even think for herself. I just think she's too boring for my taste. Though, she is a nice person.

In other news, my mom made a deal with me that if I lose 10 pounds I can get my septum pierced! I'm so happy, I want it A LOT. It's just hard with the exercising bit, because usually, I have no one to do it with me. I am watching what I eat pretty good though.

My fuck up brother isn't good enough to talk about in this blog so I'm just gunna skip that.

And my sisters' pathetic "drug addiction" isn't either.

I doubt anyone is going to read all of this but fuck it! I'm typing it anyway.

Annnnnd my AIM list is very, very lonely.. I think it would appreciate having more people added to it.

C'mon fuckers, what's your SN?

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