When I am angry (rarely): Deicide
When I am happy: Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth, Satyricon, Chthonic, Old Man's Child
When I am anything (happy or depressed): Tristania, Nightwish, Evanescance, H.I.M., Queen of the Damned soundtrack, Korn, Tormentor, Index Case, Sigh, Slipknot, Arch Enemy, Lamb of God, Marylin Manson, Killswitch Engage, Orgy, System of a Down

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"I am that I am." When mossess asked God what to say when the israelites asked who sent him, this was God's response. I feel I have an equal right to use this term to describe myself. I am what I am. I like what I like, think what I think. Anyway, I like to be friendly. But I've recently become very agitated with my situation in life and tend to snap easily when someone is rude or ignorant. I really can find no purpose other than to exist and enjoy that existance. (My philosophy on life: Reason is vanity, Pain is ascension, Daylight is death, Desire is inspiration, Happiness is false, Contentment is bliss, Materialism is depression, Sensation is purpose.) I must say, I have an obsession and love for nature. One of the things I enjoy most in life is taking a stroll down my road on a warm night, listening to my music. Walking with trees on both sides and nothing but the light of the moon to guide my step. I like candles. I just love them. (sorry I know that was random, but I couldnt hold it in lol). I enjoy writing poetry when I am at peace with myself. I often wish I could escape this earth, yet I love being here. My life has so far turned out to be a bittersweet tragedy. I was once a part of the Jehovah's Witness fanaticism. After I escaped their brainwash, I suffered guilt and fear, but after having awakened to my vampirism, no longer believe the lies. I know what is true- Its what I feel, what I already know, what I desire, what I think about (the list is endless). I am interested in getting to know more people. I feel alone lately. Thats why I am here, I suppose. Not to meet anyone to have a romantic relationship with. I am already in one. Just to meet more people to talk with. I've always been distanced from the general public, but Lately I don't feel close to anyone. Its... depressing. So, if you need anyone to talk to about anything, add me on yahoo. Jason_767. Send me an IM. Im usually on about 12:30-3:00AM (depending where you live). I suppose there is more about me, but that shall be reserved for my own knowledge.

Writing poetry, Listening to music, scaring people, visiting graveyards, formulating philosophies, Thinking about my past, sleeping, drinking blood(more of a need than a hobby), taking walks at night, Lighting candles, wearing eyeliner, Blasting my music driving through town at 3AM, smoking cigarettes and occasionally other things (nothing that isn't green), being depressed (it happens so often it must be a hobby), feeling empty, remembering past lives.