Movies are the hardest for me to remember all so i will do my best please be cautious.
SAW series, all Freddy, Jason, and Halloween series, The Crow Trilogy, Queen of the Damned, Interview With A Vampire, Dracula; Dracula 2000, I know what you did last summer, I still knw what you did last summer, Fear Dot Com, Ultravilet, Scream trilogy, Sweeny Todd, Sleepy Hallow, Corpse Bride, Nightmare before XMAS,
Ironman, GhostRider, Blood and Chocolate, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Decent,
See No Evil, Talented Mr. Brooks, Devils Advocate( Reeves), Dark Knight, The Mummmy series,
the Pirates of the Carrabeain, Blade trilogy, Beetljuce, Batman by Tim Burton,
Twilight( its not all that great but i like to own it for my collection),
Dirty Dancing, Pale Rider (Clint Eastwood), 300, Braveheart, Greece, and some others
but i will have to look through all my dvds to find the ones that are on my mind right now.

Okay the ine important thing in my life is music so i thought you deserve to c want influences me every second of the day i live in this world. I'm going to
start with the band that is stuck in my number ine spot until the day i die. DISTURBED, Atreyu, A7x, Bullet for my Valentine, Cold, Daughtery is okay but not top fav., Dark New Day, Demon Hunter, Disciple, Dope, Evans Blue, Evanescence, Exies, Flyleaf when are they going to bring out their sec. cd Im tired of waiting,
In this Moment, Lacuna Coil, Linkin Park, Megadeath, Metallica, Nickelback, Ozzy Osborne, Red, Seether, Sevendust, Sixx-am, Slipknot, Staind,
Theory Of a Deadman, Within Temptation, Celledweller, Wedsenday 13, Murder Dolls, Marilyn Manson, Trust Company, Limp Biskit, Godsmack,
Shinedown, 3 doors down, threesdaysgrace, kittie, Cradle of Filth, jACK OFF JILL, Otep, VR,, Trapt, Trivium, All That Remains, Saving Abel, Five Finger
Death Punch, P-diddy, Rhianna, Breaking Benjamen, ICP, and ROB ZOMBIE.. SO theres the list but i have i love alot more but at the moment im
on a brain freeze so i can't think of the bands.
Okay I'm out of the brain freeze so of a little more, Egypt Central, My Chemical Romance, Puddle of Mudd, Drop Kick Murpheys. Another brain freeze but i think
will no longer have those i think, Creed, Ramstein, Ben Moody, Eighteen Visions, Him, Lead singer if threedaysgrace new band i keep forgetting their name,
12 stones, and i believe im fianlly done with this list but if im not sorry. I usually find new bands so i'll add them as i listen. Bury your dead, and five finger death punch.

Books well I love reading like all the time my dear mother has a really hard time getting my attention when my nose is in a book. I love the twilight series, the Vampire Kiss series, The Historian, The Silver Kiss, Dark To Mortal Eyes, The Other Bolyen Girl and the rest of that series, Bloodtide, all of Anne Rices novels, all of Lynsay Sands series, Crimson Kiss, oh my god i forgot the girls name, it something Steakhouse series which is now an HBO tv series, The Blue is For Nightmares series, a certain withc series that i have a really hard time trying to remember,
Wait for Me By The Moonlight, Companions of The Night, Tantilzed,
Irsih elve romace series, Blue Blood series, The Bloodline series that was recently cancled i think this pst year, Blind Pursuit, Drcaula, Crime and Punishment, The Portrait of Doirren Grey, The Midnight Alley Series, Beach Vampires, The Meg Cabot series of the Medium, Goose chase,
The Diary of Ellen Whembierer I forget how to spell her name ( The Rose Red Headowner), and
The Hostess.

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To all viewers of Gothopia and VampireFreaks welcome to my page! Before you can move forward on this journey of finding out who i'am I give
you this welcoming phrase from Elizabeth of "The Daughters of Darkness", "As always say, one must never be afraid to look deep into the darkest depths
of oneself where the light never reaches."
Hi, my name is Riskia and this the 15th time i have changed what i want said on this part of my page. I didnt like how it looked or sound so i decided this is the final
time i change it and it better be better.
Im a 20 year old vampire who has totally confused on who she is and what her heart really wants.
Short details, long black hair, green eyed, sort of pale not sure
i hate looking in the mirror even when i brush my teeth, and a very short height.
yes i have soft pink lips but i guess no guys is attracted to me to find out about that.
I have no religion anymore im kinda trying to understand some stuff on the why me things. I like to place myself in the realms of 1300-1600's era or a modern day vampire or gothic style romance so i dont feel so down.
Im a very romantic vamp, laying under the stars or dancing in the rain is my kind of
date or moment where its our time. I love to give roses or poems to guys because i believe that it really comes from the heart of me.
I believe that when a soul is birthed it is one but when it is seperated into different beings
they are meant to be.
I go for alot of art and i will set my limits but oddly not much of limits in my book.
im an addict to scary movies and some unquie genres of films but tonight i really dont feel like getting into that list.
Im very tried of being alone at night in my bed and no one willing to let me lay in their arms.
I cry alot but sometimes im laughing at stupid things to the pint of tears.
Im also a DISTURBED worshipper so yay i fight for the band of DISTURBED so i live by their songs as my soundtrack of my life.
Dont worry Withintemptatiom, Theory of A Deadman, STaind, Celldweller, and NickelBack are tops songs on my soundtrack too.
I dream of having my wings and my preciuos prince beside me.
Yes go ahead a hopless romantic but thats who iam.
and im right now wishing i could get out my door and not feel so hated.
Yes im hated in this hick town of ohio but im also a laughing stock to most people so no sorries im used to it.
Oh before i forget im a college student drop out and im a girl is has one guy in my sight right now. Not MY BLOODY FUCKING EX EITHER.
Crimson kisses im crying i need some time.

. This is my likes list whatever you say they look like but oh well drink up. " My last dinner cost me my lover." ' Anne Parilland '.
I live for music, sex, cuddeling, scary movies, dead things, skulls, roses, hats, Converse, food, cats, dogs, Cold cases, Mustangs the car,
art, books, poetry, and other stuff but i now want to get in details so lets.
My music is a very long list but its my life and always will, sex well i love it but i miss. Cuddeling god that always made me live more
even when a scary movie or some kind of movie. Scary movies my god i go nuts every time a new one comes out
plus i collect them if i like them but usually i love them all. Dead things well i love Brandon Lee and Heath Ledger so thats my dead things or i
should say dead guys. Skulls if i cn have anything i would go for skulls or skeletons to have as a gift. Roses, when i feel a rose or smell
one they just touch me very deeply and take me away where i can remember all my good memories. Hats that indeed is a collection i have to do or im
pissed off little midget. Converse is always on my feet or in the ShoeDepartment layaway. I go nuts for Rally's,
Burger King, Wendys, or Dairy Queen I love to eat and i hate it when people try to prevent from enjoying my food.
Cats and dogs i love having furry creatures i can lay in bed with me or i can call my baby's. Cold Cases i like
cases that were never solved it gets me thinking and off my ass when i get into it enough while i watch one on tv.
Mustangs are my favorite kind of sports car and right now im starting to save for one. Art, books, poetry all have to involve vampires, sex, Count Dracula,
werewolves or something about the 1500's - 1800's. I am a huge fan of Tim Burton I go screaming mad when i buy something new of his. Oh my
top colors i love to interwine with my life are red, black, blue, and dark green. Oh not forgetting Purple.
This is a little hobby of mine i go crazy for the 80's anything 80's i probably have or seen or worn.
Another thing that i really go for his the Tudor family im so deep in their history so yep i love to talk about Europe during those times or time of any King or Queeen.

These are my hate with a passion list, " Worth something to sink my teeth into." Unknown.
Hanana Monatana, Jones Brothers who ever the fuck they are, losing my unborn baby, not a good scary movie, one night
stands with a complete stranger only reason that is because i dont want to get pregnant and be a single mom, my father, scars on my body, my nose, not being noticed at all for anything, being thrown out in the snow, hurting
people that i love, boring friday nights, cops, not able to smoke freely.
i hate people telling me how to eat, not be able to find a clothes that fit damn it i deserve to look
a little good for this horrible world, not having money when i find something i really want and its the last one too, rubber for protection, preps!, memories that dont seem to stay away, going grocery shopping when im hungry, and any body
who acts like that im crazy because to believe in Dracula and vampires. I get so fucking tired of people saying that hes' not real or vampires are just my imagenation.
i fight for the existence of vampires!!!
And i have realize i hate thinking about anything that has to do with my ex. I hate him for many reasons now i just wish they had come a lot sooner.
Plus i hate abuse, rape, and not be able to stand up for myself.

Reading, writing songs and poems, listening to music, bitting, picking on my buddies, and wachting late night movies.smoking and drinking, dreaming about hot gothic or vampire guys...sorry alot of these are old hoobies ill try to come up with new ones soon