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im drowning
DATE: 06 Jul 2009, 11:45 am / MOOD: Other
Im drowning the winds blowing the waves are a thousand miles high everythings twisting i cant see..my lungs stressing for air i cant have. i see light but i can barley reach it angles fly above me swarming around while, deamons below me reaching for my feet to pull me down, to this hell i belong in i try to swim but get caught in another underwater wave my body is now a ragdoll, submissive to the pressure and torture that tares my clothes and flesh. as the wave passes unconisously i sink down down to the bottom of the sea. where i will not ever been seen again.
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YAy
voiceless
DATE: 16 Mar 2009, 9:41 pm / MOOD: Bored
With a light distant stare all her opinionated comments just dissapear Left alone, in a crowded fear. speechless, filled with the lost utterly coldess Nothing is more important to her than voice the right to speak, the right of word with out that she becomes lost in a world of silent kills, loss of security, dependant sanity. Every sentence ignored, ideas discouraged depression set apon her wrapping her in a thick blanket of a new hell that awaited her with open arms. With no more intentions to live on ignored her whole life, the thoughts brough apon her "what to do, what to do" She paced back nd forth in her darkened room thinking, bleeding, wasting her time, atleast so she knew. being strong as she was beautiful, she wanted her voice heard, As she hung out with friends, that early morning as she did everyday. She let no fear of being shut out, take over her. Interupted like she has been for every idea, she let all of her emotions out, She screamed out her ideas, she screamed at her so called friends telling them to shut up and let her speak. tears running down her face, emotionaly disturbed. after she was done, she gathered her things, leaving the stunned friends behind. Satisfyed, the smile she brought brang everyone to life.
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the clock is ticking
DATE: 10 Mar 2009, 4:27 pm / MOOD: Bored
The time is near The clock is ticking My heart beating I am loosing my control I have to stay focused Keep a clear mind. The air is thinning out My chest hurts as my lungs stress for air "Please my dearest gods do not let me pass this way one more chance is all i ask" My fear of death keeps rising I can feel the veins in my eyes popping His hands are gripping tighter I can feel the pressure rising in my face Now redder almost ready to explode Drizzling from my mouth the life i once knew I am now gone my life has been taken Look closely and you can see My spirit is waiting for your life to be taken. by Sam Webb
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wow
DATE: 10 Mar 2009, 12:33 pm / MOOD: Other
Alright so, it has been like forever since ive logged in on here, Cause i have so many other accounts i just loose sight of some of them.. kinda sucks...But im back now so its all good :D
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after all
DATE: 10 Jun 2006, 1:24 pm / MOOD: Other
after all that i gave u after the moments we shared i found out u just used me in despaire i fucking hate you, and i wish u were to be castrated.. and to be burned alive like how they used to u are now on my bad list so good luck to you hope u have a fun future u fucking emolistic bitch
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Lay
DATE: 19 Mar 2006, 10:52 am / MOOD: Other
as I lay awake, cold in my bed
i shiver every which way
my body turning blue, as blue as the sea,
from the frozen open window covered in dew
a screetch is heard from a far
i slowly get up to take a peek
a girl, so precious, lays in the dim lighted grass below
my acheing body wounders the house to find the door
my shakey hand reachs for the knob and turns it.
i peek out my head, seeking the world out side from left to right, to see her pale smooth body laying there peacefully alone. shadows guide me to her,but as i get closer i feel as if something is wrong
taking the last step towards her, i notice that her ragged and torn clothes are imursed in blood
kneeling down i place my index and middle finger to her wrist seeing if she was alive.
feeling just a very soft pulse, i put my arms under her lifting her upwards
and i walk back to the door that was left open.
the house cold and stern, i place the ragged porcelin doll on my sofa, dressing blankets over her.
as i Walk to the kitchen slow and steady, i can hear her breathe slowly in and out, smiling i grab a mug and fill it with still warm water from earlier on
putting a tea bag into the mug i poor her some tea. walking back and sitting on the coffee tables edge i place the steamy tea under
her nose and let the warm, sweet sensation drift upon her nostrils. Softly and gently her eyes open, as she looks upon me, her sweet crystal blue eyes shawn brightly as her
her gaze was dazled, but a warm smile grows upon her face as she shakley takes the mug from my hand and takes a sip.
her other hand she placed on the still bleeding wound. she brings up her hand and slowly licks the runing blood from her finger tips.
my eyes widen and i lick my lips woundering if shes just as i am, or is she different? i slowly kneel beside her and remove the blankets from her, throwing
them to the side. my soft gentle hand sliding up her leg and down her thigh reaching to just her hip i stop. leaning over her my lush lips press against hers
backing away a slight smirk arises, and i lean back kissing her softly and gently again, my hand continuing from her hip slides up her stomach to her left breast
gently squeezing it and rubbing it, my ears hear a slight moan lift from her lips. smiling on her soft pink lips i kiss her again,moving down to her neck gently biting
and licking it. i take a peek over at her rising body, everytime i lick or bite her. getting so aroused i move down her shoulder licking the blood off her arm. kissing gently down her arm, as i get to her hand i look up at her and kiss it romantically. i ask if she wanted anything, she replied "yes" so i asked again what would you like my sweet midnight dove as she replied once more, her voice smoothed into a whisper as she said "your cherrished love for me", softly smiling and lifting her up i walk with her head pressed against mine, into my dungeon...
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Blood
DATE: 17 Mar 2006, 4:52 pm / MOOD: Other
blood drips from my scowling smile
i drink from your still beat heart
starring upon your distorted dangling body
this slight of your own blood streaming down your nice, perfect paled body
makes me shiver with crude thoughts,
finally licking my lips the every-lasting, glory of that sweet irony feel
once again flows through my veins filling thy thirst of the night.
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Die
DATE: 17 Mar 2006, 4:50 pm / MOOD: Other
Die by my hands as they lie wrapped around your neck, bones in your body break as my sludgehammer falls continuously agaisnt your pale imapled body, thrivishing, screams flow through my veins and excites me and i laugh hysterically at your demangled body.
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