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Title: the l word (nope never gonna say it hehehe)
Category: Don't Know
Blog Entry: so gotta vent somewhere seeing as i cant talk to any man atm about how i feel, i dunno they all just get weird or depressed or just a pain to be around, so i have a massive crush on this girl rosie she is perfect atleast i think so worried she doesnt feel anything towards me but in a way that ok that i can just be around her because that gives me so much pleasure, it hurts sometimes to know i cant just kiss her or tell her i love her but ive not had a crush in ages and it feels good to have one again. i was genuinely questioning my sexuality alot recently i just dont think ive ever had a truly enjoyable experience with men they are just yeah guys whatev but i look at a woman and my thoughts shift to things that im pretty sure i shouldnt be thinking lol  haha .either way i am totally comfortable with how i am i dont shove it in peoples faces yet peoples reactions to me just irritate me i need to hang with some new open minded caring people. need some love from a nice group of people