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Title: need love
Category: Ghastly
Blog Entry: yeah i know im full of ups and downs but i like to stop myself getting hurt and i figured if something has the same symptoms as a disease that you or someone has had before you go about more or less same treatment. feel crap. i guess i messed up i just left  so save myself from another conversation that totally hurt me. i figured i was in the wrong i mean i understand his insecurities about me but i really was in love i get that i sucked at showing it but it did not call for telling me to ''sort my shit out get my act together'' i figure im in the wrong i get that wont argue,, no point anymore but  i dont deserve that. i dont know i do i dont. i want him  i do love him but why does it hurt so much :( not really asking a question i dunno i could be i just feel horrible.. dunno if i can work properly again thanks to this i feel like ive been thrown back into time to when i was 14-15. that was a bad time in my life