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   Blackroses85             
 
'For those that love me, no explanation is necessary; for those that dont, none is possible'
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Female
23 years old
Marseilles, Illinois
United States

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Job: Pornstar
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Sometimes
Religion: No Answer
Orientation: Bi
Dating status: In love
Body type: Slim/Slender
MEMBER SINCE: 15 Oct 2007, 10:52 am
STAR SIGN: Libra
LAST LOGIN: 23 Jul 2008, 7:57 pm
MY RATING: 9.99

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, Queen of the Damned, Van Helsing, Lost Boys, House of 1000 Corpses, Sin City, Spaceballs, Short Circuit, Billy Madison, Dirty Dancing, The Notebook, The Wizard of Oz, The Passion of the Christ...too many to name!

Oh...and House and Six Feet Under are the best television series ever.

All kinds...whatever strikes my mood really! There isn't any kind that I dont like from time to time...
I have my phases I guess




Sadly I haven't read any books in a really long time!








Well, I am pretty mellow and laidback. Some people assume i am boring, because I'm pretty quiet...it takes a long time for me to warm up to most people. But the ones that get to know me say I'm goofy as hell.
I was an only child, a very sheltered one since my parents totally cut me off from the world till I turned 18...not exaggerating. I guess they thought I had to be better than everyone else, that the world is a horrible place, and I was supposed to coexist in it with people yet not be allowed to bond with or relate to them. So now I'm open to almost anything and rarely do I judge people unless they hurt me a great deal. I am not as blind or naive as people assume me to be, although I've lived in a fairy tale world most of my life. I'll admit I'm kind of a dreamer...I hate holding grudges and try to see the good in people despite the fact that they don't... Also I believe there is a God, and I wish he would show himself or at least act like he gives a crap about us instead of being so distant and apathetic ...but then again after everything he has witnessed throughout time, sometimes I dont blame him for tuning us out.
I am engaged to the man who has become the best friend and lover I ever had. We have been through a lot of crap together, and have conquered fears that tear apart most couples. He loves me as much as I love him and is always making me laugh. He has a 4-year old daughter who is both sweet and evil, and I adore her and am glad to be a part of her life :)
Sometimes I think I know everything there is to know about myself... but then I seem to discover new things, and I am open to them...I want to embrace every moment of my life, and the meaning behind it. Life is what you make of it...and so far it's not so bad.


~An intelligent sense of humor
~certain songs, like "Aerials" by System of a Down and "Living Dead Girl" by Rob Zombie
~a nice ass
~the movie Phantom of the Opera
~a man who isnt afraid to show intense, heartfelt passion; being manhandled and dominated by him as I succumb to the power of his love...
~kissing a girl, feeling her breasts and her curves touch mine, hearing the sounds she makes...

OK I guess I should stop getting so carried away! lol

Stereotyping, deceitfulness... i dunno...a stinky sack...your face...OUCH** J/K

~Taking really long walks and letting my thoughts wander, daydreaming while laying in the grass (yes, honestly I do this...lol)
~Listening to music, playing piano or keyboard...I usually try to learn songs that get stuck in my head but sometimes I compose my own music.
~Spending time with my amazing lover and his daughter.

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My Comments

24 Dec 2007, 8:48 am
Merrrrry Christmas :)






22 Dec 2007, 10:38 am



14 Dec 2007, 4:01 pm
hey! How are you?






08 Dec 2007, 10:51 am
Good week end ^^






30 Nov 2007, 3:49 pm
So how are you? It was a long moment i didn't post here :(
Have a nice week end!!







24 Nov 2007, 2:16 pm




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