DATE: 09 Jun 2008, 9:00 pm / MOOD: Other

how can you just do that to me
replace me with my biggest enemy
that hurts more then you know
but i know it wont matter
because i know you
could never be replace by another friend
not even the most pretty or kollest of them
so why you do i cant believe you
replaceing me like that
it hurts so much that
i dont know where to begin
to tell you how much it hurts me
to even think that you did that
to me now i feel so empty inside
knowing someone i let in
could replace me like that
i wish this wasnt so much true
why did you have to hurt me like that
i couldnt ever replace you as my friend
so now all i can do is sit here and cry
seeing as how riped my heart out
then walked all over me like you did
i cant believe you replace me as your friend
with someone i hate more then anything
i just dont believe it at all
now where do i begin to even
see what gonna be
i guess i have to pick
my next best friend

-Meagan Smith© by my poetry site

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this is just something im thinking about.

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DATE: 05 Jun 2008, 11:00 pm / MOOD: Other

your the one
i cant have but i know
i want you but i cant
because it wouldnt be true
there nothing i can do
because there so much
in the way of me and you
there alot i wanna say but just cant
to scared to even say it
but i know i still do
i cant stand it right now
that i just cant have you
in my arms holding
kissing you i wish
you really knew how much
im falling for you
because i know
i cant have you
your like the forbidden
one i wish i could
just for an sec in time
for you to be mine
there nothing i can do
but there everything in the way
but i know i wont sa it
but i'll be thinking
it all the time
because i like you
and i think im falling for you
girl i wish you really knew
that i just want you
in my life even if you
just talk to me on here
i just want you
im goign crazy
thinking about you
there nothing i can do
but it just so hard
to realize your never be mine


-Meagan Smith© by my poetry site

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about the same girl and im not telling you who.

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DATE: 05 Jun 2008, 10:59 pm / MOOD: Other

longing to feel your kiss
i wonder if this can
be a part of something
so wonderfull that
it is to good to be true
i wish i really knew
if you liked me too
i wish i knew if you
even liked me the way
i like you
but it dosent matter
because im to scared
to even tell you how i feel
its so hard to say it
because your so kool
i know im not like you
but i know i do like you
i hope i can get enough
balls to just say it to you
because it kills me to even
talk to you every day
but i do know
i wish you was mine
i wis i could feel your kiss
i wish i knew if you
feel the same way to
i wouldnt care if
you say know
but i just know
i like you and i cant stand it
that the first time i talked
to you i hope you would
be mine some day even if
we live far away
i know it wont come true
because someone
like you dont even
care or know what to do
so i'll keep hopeing your find
out i fucking like you

-Meagan Smith© by my poetry site

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this poem is about a girl on myspace that i really really like but she dosent even know it because im to scared to tell her i do :/

i guess im lame.

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DATE: 05 Jun 2008, 10:57 pm / MOOD: Other

 

why you break all these

walls that i had up to

keep you out i put

them up to keep you

from breaking everything

into glass my book has

been rewriten by me so there

no changing this story

now because your not in it

there alot in to my book

about my own life i

didnt need you to even

write it i found shit

out on my own my book

of glass cant be changhed

anymore cause there no

pain here anymore to feel

there only hope love and drugs

the only regret i have is

wasting my time with you

but now this angel can

fly to a better place.

-Meagan Smith

 

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DATE: 05 Jun 2008, 10:50 pm / MOOD: Other

was it all just a lie

for me to just open up

to you and have my heart open

for noithing because now

your not around

you dont even say hi or anything

when is it a good time

to tell you i did love but now

you dont want my love

you have forggotten

all about me you dont even

just a comment or message

my way you just left me

in the cold with nothing to

use but the old pain that still

there from all the others

i didnt know you was just

the same you used this love

just like every other

but i guess it dosent matter

im just a girl just another

bitch so as all you jerks

call us im just some girl to you

that you lied fake and used

if i knew you was gonna

do that to me

i wouldnt have let you back in

but you fucked up just like

all the others before you in this time

you just made it better then broke it

away forever but i didnt know

that you walking away from me

wouldnt hurt i guess there a plus
you didnt make me cry or give my hopes up

you left like an man that knew

where he belonged and for that

i have to say Thanks you

for not letting me waste my time

on nothing your the first to back

out when the time was right

it dont matter that i still dont

even know why i still do

i know that you was true

because you didnt take me

for everything i had to give

you only needed my love

and if i had a time again

i would say take it

there no use for it anymore

there no love in this cold heart

just pain and hate and vain

because so many

fucked this heart over

 

-Meagan Smith© by my poetry site

 

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DATE: 05 Jun 2008, 10:48 pm / MOOD: Other

sign my heart!!!

there nothing as sweet as this
you writeing on my heart
opening it little by little
to write your name
all over the place
to show people im yours
and noone else
you keep writeing on my heart
keep writeing baby your mine
i wish i could sign your heart
as well to show you how
i just know that i like you
i wanna sign it over and over again
like your doign to me
i wanna make it known
that im your and your mine
keep writeing baby
there nothing else that can
defind the way im feeling right at this point in time

-Meagan Smith© by my poetry site

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DATE: 04 Jun 2008, 6:37 pm / MOOD: Other

you make me sick

knowing i once loved you

but now i dont feel a damn thing

i hope you die because

you gave me nothing but pain

you didnt give me love

you couldnt even give me peace

you never did even try to keep me

the day i left you

it was for all the good reasons

knowing every time you walked

out the door you was cheating

riping my heart out an inch at a time

i regret meeting knowing shareing things with you

because now i have nothing to give and i like it that way

all you ever did was use play cheat fight and bitch

you wasnt any time so i have no clue

why i let you break me then i put my self

back together you was thinking

i riped her heart out nah you didnt

my heart is fine and at peace without you

i am better then ok im fucking geart

i wish you away now i dont even remember

you now i have peace at mind knowing

i cant remember anything about us about you

it all dead in a box i burned away to keep

away because you wasnt shit im happy

i have all this hate for you because

now if i even see yopu again i'll make sure

i break you make you feel pain and the hurt

because you aint shit nothing you aint good enough

for my tear or my heart or my love

you aint shit to me i like it that way

your not good enough for me

i can do better so stay out my life

because its better without you.

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DATE: 12 May 2008, 5:18 pm / MOOD: Disappointed

you had me fool to beleive the lies
you had me under your spell very good
now there nothing left now
i cant wait anymore you should of took
jumped at it better
now im ready to move on with my life
im ready to put the moments in a box to burn
i dont need the feeling anymore there no use for them
if we are not even together anymore
now it time for me to go and please the next time in line
there nothing to say at this point to you
but i know there will alway be a place in my heart
where you made it bleed promise me you wouldnt
but it over now plus i dont need this
it my time to move on im not waiting
there nothing left to say anymore
this was the best ride ever but now im gonna ride
the best one in the place
this aint easy to say but now i final know
that it wasnt that it was sweet or that it was right
but it was all lies when you walk out the door many
times i had to wait but now this time i cant
now you have to wait for this angel
im going to just walk on and run with the best
even if it dosent make sence at all
people tell me move on but i didnt listen
but now i realize i cant wait no more
my body and mind cant take it no more
to put everything in to nothing anymore
maybe the next one will keep his promise
keep me in his arms keep me happy
maybe the next one will fix this damaged heart
this is my sorry to you i cant wait
this time i cant ive been waiting to many year to many nights
but everything isnt gonna change or get better
it my time to move on now goodbye this time
your alway have a place in my heart
far well to you


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-Meagan smith© of my poetry site

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DATE: 12 Apr 2008, 5:22 pm / MOOD: Disappointed

i dont know who you are but i dont care to know

i dont know how you knew this but i dont care

i dont know how you knew that it was all bullshit but i dont care

i dont know if you even knew my real name but i dont care

i dont if you can read this right now but i dont care

i dont even know you this way so why to you still stay talking listen to every word i say

i dont even care what you do to your self but you still stay by me

i dont know who you are but right now i can hear you calling my name.

 

The End

By Meagan Smith©

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DATE: 28 Mar 2008, 9:47 pm / MOOD: Other

<center><font color=deeppink>there isnt much
to say to you
but i know rigt now
i know i miss you
&& it isnt right
cause now
you got me lost
&& it isnt right anymore
i know my heart is fallen
but baby there something
in the middle
black && cold
it isnt right
cause now
im falling
im so falling
in love with
you for the first
time again
i dont know
what it is
but now
it feel's like
everything all new
why did this
make it all better
cause now
i miss you
baby i do
even if your
right next to me
i'll miss you
forever && ever
but you are my all
there nothing that can change
that cause all that matter's is you.

 

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