Has the site died ???? I haven't seen anyone on here in forever?

where did everyone go ? I mean I don't even see admins on anymore if I do then its on occasion. I mean what the fuck? No one talks to anyone and no one is EVER in chat? I mean a few months ago things where running quite smoothly ....so what happened??? I mean Romeo's banner isn't even up nor has the video been updated or the poetry did everyone die or something seriously, its so sad...because its turned up side down and I honestly think romeo is turning in his grave from a place called home became a desolate desert.....and it's like everyones stopped caring for it. yah...seriously thinking about peacing out like everyone else. and ya I know someones gonna have some kind of something to come out there mouth, not really worried about it, get off your ass and do your fucking job. and if your going to comment me and tell me that you are then my answer to you is I havent seen a god damned mother fucking thing done in months and everything is so outdated on the home page. like I said do your job. if you cant maybe its time someone took your place. 

sorry guys a little peeved.

So me and my fiancee where walking his mom up to the gas station where she was getting a ride to work. We wait and waited but her ride never showed so she had gotten up to start the long walk up to her work which was a 45 minute walk. This  guy comes out of the gas station....had the drunken squint. the first sentence out of his mouth was praise jesus. Now being that both me and my finacee are Wiccan its always an interesting encounter with the hardcore jesus worshippers and I've concluded that most of them are more southern.. anywho the drunken hardcore god worshipper made us pray with him. <a small prayer lasted 10 minutes> During the prayer however it came to my mind that although I'm not out to bash christanity but must you yell until you have no voice? I mean honestly I think you if your god can hear you talking normally what the hell do you think your doing to the poor guys ears let alone your vocal cords? And they always force demonics on you if your depressed or not in agreement with there beliefs especially being different from them your labeled "possessed" I'M SORRY BUT WHAT THE FUCK MAN? WHAT KIND OF DRUG ARE YOU ON OLD MAN? you reap and moan about followers of satan and other religions you dont understand yet you are the one with blood from wars from the past even now on your hands. wars death innocent people have died because of your faith. doesn't make sence to me I mean I have friends and family that are christian and its no disrespect but seriously its kind of fucked up. I dunno just a little rant its been a while since i've been on here.

For those of you who don't know as I haven't up dated or been on alot lately. I've been terribly busy. but anyhow lol  I moved in with my boyfriend (Justin) a few months ago and as of Valentines Day haha I guess it's offical. I'm engaged. and I'm totally bouncing in my chair right now lol some odd days later. lol just wanted to let all my gothopian family know. I miss talking to you all feel free to come by!! we should catch up :]] 

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I wanted to wish one of my closest friends on here a very HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! stop by deadxdolly's profile and wish her one too!

happy birthday cupcake!!!!!!!! love you!! hope you have a wonderful day, that belongs to an amazing, fun, loving, caring, sweet girl. you deserve the best, so I hope you have a wonderful birthday!!!!!!

love cookie! muah!

Okay so this will officially be the first blog I've written about me in a while. It's been months so I figured why the hell not. Anyway it may give my gothopian friends an update on whats been going on with me.

Well first of all for the past two month's I've been running back and forth to DC (not literally) to visit my boyfriend ...ugh the army stuff is almost over.

Secondly, I found out fertile mirtle got my eggo preggo.

Six weeks and 4 days to be exact, I'm hoping for a boy. I am so excited.

yes, I'm pregnant. all anyone can really get out of me is (oh god oh god) I'm freaking out,me and dan. in my poor world I can't even afford a pack of smokes. How the hell we're gonna have the money for a kid.I'm moving out very soon in the next two months or so...We're getting house in nearby pittsburgh. 

Other than that I'm on my way back to DC three days after Thanksgiving...back to the army base again. lol.