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I hate being 16.
DATE: 08 Mar 2006, 5:57 am / MOOD: Disapointed

It was my birthday on Sunday and seriously... I'm hating being 16! >.< So, legally I can smoke and play the lottery. Woop-de-do!! Its not worth the spots and the uber heptic mood-swings! Ugh, make them go awaaay! Please! :(

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New mood, new hairstyle.
DATE: 02 Feb 2006, 5:54 pm / MOOD: Happy

Well, the pink-haired phase is over. I dyed my hair blue-black today.. The pink was fading and my roots were showing badly, it needed fixed and I didn't have the energy or money to make an appointment with the hairdressers.. I thought I'd miss the pink hair but the change was very welcome.


I enjoyed having pink hair very much.. For every insult, there were two compliments. I would happily go pink again during the summer, its a fun, optimistic and funky hairdo... Black is not as individual but right now, I'm loving the elegance black hair has and how it complements my complexion. So, I think I'll stay black for a bit.

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Feeling über crap..
DATE: 01 Feb 2006, 6:04 pm / MOOD: Lonely

My parents have been split up for 3 years today, it feels so odd. Dosn't feel like 3 years at all...

Also, boyfriend is acting single and asking people out... Does that make me single? Have we ended it? When you don't see someone for ages of course the heart is going to wonder but a little phone call confirming that we were finished first would have been appreciated. I don't know where I stand with him.. with anyone for that matter!

I'm considering dying my hair black... My hair reflects my emotions and I don't feel pink anymore. Pink was fun, optimistic and abstract.. I feel so low and dark.. Black suits me more at the moment.. In the summer, I might re-dye it pink. Thats if I dye it out at all. Just a thought.

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None
DATE: 27 Jan 2006, 1:45 am / MOOD: Other

I don't know.. I feel pretty useless when I go to school and I feel even worse when I don't. I'm a waste of skin really >.<

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Hurt.
DATE: 12 Jan 2006, 3:30 pm / MOOD: Other

My big sister's boyfriend was drunk... and he told me a lot of things that I already knew and was saying all along. It was hurtful to hear it from someone else who apparently had "a lot of respect for me". Is that new new way of showing love and respect? Calling the person I love more than anything a tramp?! Judging and criticizing the man who raised me into the person I am today... Any knock at my father is a knock at me. I got knocked over, several times and it hurts. Bah! *licks wounds*.

UPDATE:
several text messeges later and a hug from my dad and things are okay again.

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School sucked. No surprise there.
DATE: 04 Jan 2006, 1:48 pm / MOOD: Disapointed

Wow.... school was awful... Considering I got my mock exam results. Depressing. Oh well, I suspose living on the streets won't be so bad.

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School tomorrow
DATE: 03 Jan 2006, 4:41 pm / MOOD: Other

Back to school tomorrow *sigh* and I'm suspose to be all ready and in bed by now o,O I can't get back into the routine like that >.<

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*sigh*
DATE: 31 Dec 2005, 9:35 am / MOOD: Lonely

One thing that is more annoying than spilling your heart out for all to see and getting asked about it, is spilling your heart out and no one takes any notice. You'd think if I wanted to avoid annoyance, I'd just stop opening up all together. Too bad for me, that I can't just shut myself off.

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After Christmas sales!
DATE: 30 Dec 2005, 12:15 pm / MOOD: Full of life

I bought some canvas (one sized 30x40cm and two sized 16"x19.5"), some acrylic paints and a few brushes... All this blank canvas and I don't know what I want to paint now ^_^

I guess life is like a blank canvas.. It's only as good as the effort you put into it.

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In the shadows...
DATE: 29 Dec 2005, 9:45 am / MOOD: Other

I was doing my paper round, and half way up the road something didn't look right. I looked around and realized that none of the street lamps were on! And it's winter time, so it was pretty dark. I wasn't scared mind, just a little anxious about walking into people's bins, haha!

Apparently there's a powercut which has affected most of the town. Obviously, my power in fine *huggles computer*.

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