http://www.gothopia.comGothopia.com http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6758 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6758 After months of not being able to get on i can FINALLY sign in!!  ..... Fri, 18 Nov 2011 11:11:53 -0800 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6715 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6715 Just stopped by to see what's going on. In case you haven't guessed, I'm not around much.  Anyway, for those who still peek on, if you know me and miss me, send a message and I'll be glad to get in touch.  ..... Sun, 14 Aug 2011 17:08:22 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6714 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6714 i have a friend that trying to open a tattoo shop in rock hill south carolina that looking for great artists or licsenced artists to move down and help open the shop nothing is garunteed at the moment  ..... Sat, 13 Aug 2011 18:08:13 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6706 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6706 Well i'm not exactly sure what you normally type in a blog so I will just type randomly.  I am just coming back to gothopia after a really long time.  I have seen alot with my time in the army and met alot of people. I have been married and divorced and hurt more times then I can remember.  I guess I came back because I remember how I made alot of friends on this site under another name.  I wonder if any of them will remember me.  Guess we will see with time.  IF you need to know me, I once went by the name Rune Kiirnodel I believe....can't remember all that well. ..... Tue, 12 Jul 2011 18:07:18 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6671 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6671 Gothic girls are so misunderstood. I would like to defer that notion. It is totally a myth. I have read many goth essays produced by custom essay writing services in the web supporting the idea of goth as a medium to express oneself. I am pretty amazed how their writers have created a new wavelength for us. They were not judgmental, or in any way obscuring the beauty of goth. I have once walked into a bunch of girls, those types who ogle on sappy love stories and weep until there is a tissue party on their bedroom floor ; they were really staring at my contact lenses. I know they are shocking but I love it. I love the way they create this sudden image that I'm tough like Catwoman or something. going gothic for some people is normal, because that's how they really are. I am one. This is me. I won't change to suit anyone's standards. ..... Tue, 15 Mar 2011 00:03:14 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6670 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6670 I was originally known as Greeneyed_demon,cant get on my old profile so now Im ancient soul.If anyone remembers me leave me a message.Ive missed you all loads, I am very sick with cancer and I missed being here and talking tpoyou all  loads of love Greeny now known as AncientSoul ..... Wed, 9 Mar 2011 17:03:07 -0800 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6662 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6662 I find myself remembering the old days today. I went to an old shooting range to practice a bit today, and it brought back tons of old memories. Old girl friends, the old job, Gothopia. Sometimes, hell, more often than not these days I drift back to the old days, and wonder what happened. I think I grew, but the more I look around the more I wonder. I really only have one friend. One I gave up almost everything for. Now I find myself wondering if maybe 'm a bit of a twat. Who knows, maybe 'm lonely. Maybe its the beer, You know how cheap beer puts those thoughts into your head... ..... Wed, 16 Feb 2011 19:02:36 -0800 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6661 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6661 The arch one, the light, the vision of amenity that is within one's foolish soul which brings wisdom of the untold, unheard of, unseen.. .Is it not obscene how we the commoners have eloped with madness, married to darkness, tried to give up the only drug we could ever get hooked on to?Is it not obvious the drug that i speak of, of what it is.. .?Is it not our filthy selves that need to be bathed in the blood of purity to blaspheme against what is the norm, the form the ordo divine?? ?Quit the drug of choice that is life itself and see what lies beyond?I beg you to murder yourself if you want to be free really.. .Murder the beauty of the illusive image and see the scat inside, the reaction would be exothermic.. .No more shall one hide.. .Death of the self is the only answer to what lies beyond the nymphs of heaven.. . Suicide the only cure, of to be sure  ..... Wed, 16 Feb 2011 09:02:44 -0800 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6652 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6652 Hey everyone, i have not been on here in a very long time it seems... i have been busy with my life that i kept forgetting to check this site and whanot. Hope all is well with u all! I mainly use my facebook and fetlife accounts mostly now so if u would like to know those links just let me know and i'll send them to ya.  I will try to remember to check this site as often as i can remember to... lol... until the next time i log in...  Blessed Be ..... Fri, 4 Feb 2011 15:02:57 -0800 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6149 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6149 Yes, that's right. A road trip... A three day road trip, starting bright and early tomorrow. I can't wait.  It's already started out horribly. XD So we're going to meet my brother's fiance in Ogallala, Nebraska.  She drove from Canada to Chicago tonight.  It was supposed to be like... a twelve hour drive, instead she just arrived about an hour ago.  In return, we all have stayed up WAY TOO LATE.  We're leaving in six hours.  Better start the caffeine overdose now no? Anyway, we will be taking the interstate all the way there, and then on the way home we'll be going into South Dakota to see the mountain of president heads, and then we're going to drive back through Yellowstone and home that way.  It should be pretty coming back.  However, they've decided to let me drive. Hehe.I have no idea where we're going.  ..... Wed, 11 Aug 2010 23:08:15 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6067 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6067 saturday night.  sitting at home alone. again.. hate this.  happens everytime i have long enough to get in my own head.  its like the people around  me help keep me on the outside.  where its safe.  i get in my own head and things get weird.  the drive to work is the same.  just far enough to let me get in there.  so many people around me and still feel lonely.   wonder what people would think if I looked and acted on the outside the way i feel on the inside?   ..... Sat, 26 Jun 2010 19:06:19 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6058 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6058 Hello everyone. We have a brand new website design and a new content management system that is ready to launch as soon as we can get the content moved. My question is what do you think should come with us and what should be dropped. Like, should we keep anything over a year old, or should we drop all of the classified ads and start over, or do you want to get rid of a section of the site? ..... Mon, 24 May 2010 06:05:01 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6057 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6057 so, my girlfriend sarah, is in labour as we speakonly reason im home is because the ward shes on has stupid visiting hours seeing as shes still in kinda early stages and isnt in the maternity ward yet. would much rather be there than home - but i havnt slept for 2 days so i spose its about time i tried eh?im so happy its finally happening, but in a way i wish it wasnt. feel like im gonna be judged constantly - and i dunnow if im gonna be a good dad i mean i hope i am, but i dunnow.. i get nervous around kids. dont really know how to act, maybe instinct will kick in, i dunnow.its really annoying aswell, because i can see how much pain shes in, and she keeps asking me to make it stop, but theres just nothing i can do other than tell her its gonna be over soon - but as much as it sounds sweet and shit me saying that - it aint a painkiller is it?little micheal should be with us tomorow, will be weird im gonna be a dad... a dad... still dont sound right.. well not that it doesnt sound right ..... Fri, 7 May 2010 15:05:29 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6056 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6056 Wow. it's been so long since ive been on gothopia...most of the friends that used to get on everyday are gone...i can't say that i was part of gothopia when it was in it's hype but..three and a half years ago this place seemed to be fairly busy. i guess its because of RB dying, i wish i could have had a chance of talking to RB. well i guess why im bloging is because i would like to say that ill be 18 pretty soon...life goes by fast and i have grown alot since i joined this site at a mere age of fifteen. all i did back then was complain, i was very imature. but i guess i was still growing. i realize that im still growing now too. i have alot to learn. since i was fifteen my faith my beliefs have changed so much first i believed in god then i beleived he was simply ignorign us. eventualy i thought that we are all alone and there was no god...but now i belive that it doesn't matter...through sience i knwo that i will live agin anyways. i have lived ..... Fri, 7 May 2010 05:05:56 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6044 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6044 Written Backwards From:THE BOOK OF COMMON PRAYER AND ADMINISTRATION OF THE SACRAMENTS AND OTHER RITES AND CEREMONIES OF THE CHURCH ACCORDING TO THE USE OF THE ANGLICAN CHURCH OF CANADA. .doG fo enorht eht erofeb tluaf tuohtiw era yeht rof;eliug on dnuof saw htuom rieht ni dnA.bmaL eht ot dna,doG otnu stiurf-tsrif eht gnieb,nem gnoma morf demeeder erew eseht: hteog eh reveosrehtihw bmaL eth wollof hcihw yeht era eseht: snigriv era yeht rof,nemow htiw delifed ton erew hcihw yeht era esehT.htrae eth morf demeeder erew hcihw,dnasuoht ruof dna ytrof dna derdnuh eth tub,gnos taht nrael dluoc nam on dna;sredle eth dna,serutaerc gnivil rouf eth erofeb dna, enorht eth erofeb gnos wen a erew ti sa gnis yeht dna;sprah rieht nopu gniprah sreprah fo eciov eht sa saw draeh I hcihw ecioveht dna:rednuht taerg a fo eciov eht sa dna,sretaw ynam fo ecioveht sa,nevaeh morf eciov a draeh I dnA. sdaeherof rieht no nettirw ,rehtaF sih fo emaN eht dna,emaN sih gnivah, dnasuoht ruof dna ytrof d ..... Mon, 3 May 2010 00:05:45 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6043 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6043 15 Jul 2006, 5:30 pm / Other From:http://www.angelfire.com/ex2/demons/Text/diabolicon1.txt THE DIABOLICON by Michael Aquino: THE DIABOLICON ------ PART ONE --------- The Statement of Satan Archdaemon Hail, Man! The mysteries that are thy heritage shall now be proclaimed, but learn first the history of thy conception and creation amidst the eternal Cosmos. For as the Universe itself be infinite, so art thou a true creature of infinity incarnate and the ascension of man shall herald the final triumph of immortal Will. Let thy eyes be touched anew, that thou may perceive the complexity and delicacy of the Universe until thou art fascinated by the dimension of thy true ignorance. As yet hast thou ventured but slightly toward thy destiny, yet more awesome must the challenge appear with just appreciation. But I, Satan, who first brought thee into the light, shall again reveal my power, that man may witness the dawn of the Satanic age. Know, then, that throughout ..... Mon, 3 May 2010 00:05:02 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6042 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6042 http://www.angelfire.com/ex2/demons/Text/diabolicon2.txt THE DIABOLICON by Michael Aquino: THE DIABOLICON -------- PART TWO -------- The Statement of Azazel (continues)...... was hushed with grief, for the force of the disaster was all the greater for that reign of peace which it had shattered. Finally did Masleh convoke the faithful ArchAngels, and they were Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, and Uriel. And to them he said, We have vanquished Lucifer, and Heaven is again purified. We ourselves are fewer in number to tragic degree, but the majesty of God is undiminished for that. Behold, I who have triumphed over the great enemy am now become Messiah, the Chosen of God. And he was answered by them, Verily art thou the very son of God, for in thee hath the Will of God become person. Then Michael said, Messiah, Lucifer is vanquished, but he is not unmade. For though he ventured into the outer darkness, he yet exists apart from God. And with the power ..... Mon, 3 May 2010 00:05:46 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6041 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6041 Most people think gathering paper and pencils, flowers, swords, candles and the such is muchly needed for an Invocation/Evocation. Maybe for a novice, or beginner.All that you'll need is a clear mind, willpower and faith. Everyone has potential. But the main component here is faith. Without true conviction of your belief and will , their is not much. All the other components are psycho-drama, not much energy flows for that. For if you need it to do the working, then you only believe in the work of magic's and not harness the real tangible faith. All you do to Invocate/Evoke a "spirit" is to have (1)Faith. (2)Clear your Minds Eye.(3)Calm Yourself,listen to the sound of yourheart. (4)And say aloud: 3 By The Power Of Three by The Power Of 3, I Invocate (Said spirits name) 3 By The Power Of Three by The Power Of 3, I Invocate (Said spirits name) 3 By The Power Of Three by The Power Of 3, I Invocate (Said spirits na ..... Mon, 3 May 2010 00:05:31 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6040 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6040 16 Aug 2006, 6:37 pm / Other Sorry it's gone, train of thought blank:to what should I write.The keyboard my quill, my own mind the armor and sword. ..... Sun, 2 May 2010 23:05:19 -0700 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6039 http://www.gothopia.com/rss.php?header=blogs&id=6039 I deleted user rose4u because they were sending spam messages. ..... Fri, 30 Apr 2010 05:04:47 -0700