it's over now. the funeral was yesterday. nothing remarkable happened as we had expected, but one of the nurses that had taken care of grammy placed a rose bud in the casket and it opened up. i kept the appointment with the specialist for my nose. i need some stuff straightened up so i can breathe better, and he told me he'd take care of the cosmetic stuff for free while he was at it since it would be so minor. so basically i'd be getting a $2000 procedure for free. my parents and i still need to talk it over. my bf and i just had a fight. i hate when he does that to me and has to leave. i mope around the next day until i get to talk to him again. everything is changing and i feel so weighed down. i suppose it will get better.