i'm going through another one of my lonely spells. i hate feeling this way. highschool is a hell. i live in a small town where everyone knows everyone. i am at a loss for people even remotley like me. it's very frustrating to walk among people who act like they like you when they need something from you, but seconds later you are nothing to them. i tend to keep things to myself (except on the computer. it's my outlet) which is most likely my problem. i am shy and i have so much built up resentment toward these people. if i could only get out and meet some people... here i'm saying this as i sit in my room alone. i need to get off my ass and do something.